I've been crying for an hour, and it's because of a certain thing that I don't know if I can even talk about because it breaks my heart every time I think about it, I cry every time. It's also because I know I'll get a lot of hate. I'm also developing one of those "no bullshit" or "don't give me bullshit attitude' If guys would like a journal about it when I get back, let me know. My heart is just so fucking broken. It's not a boyfriend problem if you were wondering. Just let me know if you want to know what it is. I'll post a journal when ever I feel better.